Quote of the day

“and if you have the ability to love
love yourself first.”

Charles Bukowski, “how to be a great writer”


How Not To Get A Job: Day II

Lie in bed after you’re awake because getting up doesn’t really matter. Write this post instead of searching for jobs because you know you’ll just get rejected again. Try to decide on lunch but you don’t have a car so you have to eat whatever is leftover in the house from dinner. Try to keep going.


Feeling bad about myself because I’m back living at home after grad school while I job hunt. Feeling bad about myself because I don’t even get rejected for jobs I apply to, I just never hear back from them. Feeling bad because I have no motivation to even leave the house, because this town, and quite frankly this state, is so…pathetic. I need to be where people are, where life happens, far away from this town where nothing has ever happened before, and never will.