I’m in the process of becoming a substitute teacher, to help me save up money so I can move! Things are looking up 🙂
Tag Archives: life
Hope
I’ve applied to soooooo many jobs the past couple weeks, I’m really hoping something good happens, finally, I need some good news quite desperately.
Depression
Depression is a fog. It clouds your mind and heart and is a veil over not just the bad things, but also the good. I realised this the day that mine began to act up on a perfectly sunny, summer afternoon, when I should have felt happy. And I didn’t. Instead, I felt that sinkingContinue reading “Depression”
Sadness
I genuinely feel like things will never get better, and it is getting harder and harder by the day to stay positive, I’m trying but I feel like I’m truly drowning tbh.
Time
My birthday is in a couple days and I genuinely don’t care this year. I feel so lifeless, I might not even bother going to dinner because none of this matters. This isn’t where I expected to be at my age, so I just give up tbh. I can’t even pretend to be ok anymore.Continue reading “Time”
Job
Well. I haven’t heard back about a third interview so that’s dead. On to the next.
Life
Had my second interview on Thursday for a job in California! Really hoping I might get the third interview and see where it goes from there 🙂
Quote of the day
“There is a sadness in this world, for we are ignorant of many things. Yes, we are ignorant of many beautiful things — things like the truth. So sadness, in our ignorance, is very real. The tears are real. What is this thing called a tear? There are even tiny ducts — tear ducts —Continue reading “Quote of the day”
Depression is
Thinking you’ve pulled yourself out it, but realizing you’ve relapsed and fallen back into the abyss of sadness. And choosing to try to pull yourself out of it tomorrow. Again.
Quote of the day
“Go all the way with it. Do not back off. For once, go all the goddamn way with what matters.” — Ernest Hemingway
Song of the day
Time: Pink Floyd
Depression Is
Not leaving the house for nearly two weeks because you can’t get going and struggle to even get out of bed. And then finally, the light breaks through, and you get up, and you go out, and it feels like the fog has cleared. At least, for the time being.